Redo or not?!

The one thing I would redo…

At 58 I sit and ponder

What would I redo?

Would I redo the daisy chains made on my middle school fields

Would I redo the endless questions posed to my mother about the hows and what fors of nature

Would I redo the cooking explosions making pasties and cakes in my besties’ mom’s kitchen

Would I re do the pains of teen metamorphosis 

Would I redo the fantasies of first love

Would I redo the dreams of who I wanted to be

Would I redo the endless tears struggling with health, the I’m not good enoughs 

Would I redo the fears and doubts of immigrant life 

Would I redo the losses of loved ones too dear to name

NO!!!

None would I redo 

As they broke the mold

They blazed a furnace 

And created the me today

With humility and gratitude

A serene peace 

A most thankful heart 

I am here today 

As the grace of life continues to be gifted

With a knowing that prevails 

All is just how it needs to be for me 

Thankyou for all your lovely birthday wishes this 2025!

5 thoughts on “Redo or not?!

  1. Happy belated birthday. You are a pretty woman. As I was reading your redo I thought they are memories. This is what shaped you who you are today. Enjoy making more memories and I always remember for myself is that joy and sorrow intertwines in this life. Have a peaceful day and be you.

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    1. Apologies for such delayed gratitude for your words and thoughts… life has been a world wind of late or maybe I’m getting slower in the upkeep🤣😍

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